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today.. wat a emo day for me.. maybe other ppl will think that i very hapy...

bt actually i dun koe wat shuld emotion i ned use for facing fren...

my mood very down and actually i dun wan to smile....

if can, i hope i no ned go skol today oso... jz gt that feeling to stay in room...

nw i jz realize that i cant accept wat i hv nw..

having macbook pro and iphone 4 will kena frenz say that im rich thn other ppl..

coz i using those very expensive product ... however they wear those branded clothering and taking branded bag to skol..

if wan to compare.. i still rich thn them.. y? jz bcoz i using apple's product..=="

actually i really dun koe y they gt ths kind of thinking...

their laptop cost RM 3,4K+ and mine ned RM5K+ ...

everyday i ned take mamak, or economic rice.. bt they can take better meal ..

they dun koe hw i stay n kep that money for my life...

i onli hav RM5OO for whole month... it included meal, printing, buying materials..

sometimes buying material n printing hav used alot money and it almost RM1OO for me..

and i still hv to pay UNIFI fee to my housemate which is RM 30..

i really cant understand that y they all kep saying me so rich...

i ned money....bt i no enuf time to work.. i cant ask more money for it...

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hmm.. i dun izzit i gt a wrong feeling on that...

a fren from foundation.... hv contract me suddenly and kep asking me go lunch or dinner v him...

i nt sure izzit he wan ask me somethg or wat he wan.. i jz kep rejected him...

i still think that maybe is my wrong feeling..

bt when fri he ask me come out and wan to talk somethg important thg personaly..

i scare ... hwever i at KLCC waiting to c SNSD...

i scare anythg.. i cant accept..

i hvnt reject to meet him during skol and every time...